Tuesday, June 28, 2016

Depression comics

I was curious and follow link after link until I found this page with a group of comics about depression.  Some are graphic....all of them accurately describe some of the experiences I had with depression. 


https://www.buzzfeed.com/hnigatu/comics-that-capture-the-frustrations-of-depression



Check it out if you want validation that someone else understands depression. 


Melt Down

Thursday, June 23, 2016

Thought I would catch up

I was on the road for 3 weeks.  I thought I would catch up this week...NOPE....I'm further behind.  I am isolating myself to get some major projects done because summer is flying fast in 5 more weeks I head back to school.  Every summer plan to get organized and caught up.  Every summer the time races by and I'm not caught up. 
 Issuses:
Time management yes. 
Energy management yes
Anxiety management yes

The stuff I put off to summer are all the big stuff I can't handle while I am at school.  Apparently I don't handle them any better in the summer time.  Oh boy.....what to do.....what to do?  I don't want to throw in the towel.  I don't want to hide in a corner....running away seems kind of reasonable but I already did that for three weeks.  I had an awesome trip with my daughter and two grandchildren visiting other children and grandchildren.  What a wonderful trip.  I love it.  But now I have lists of things to do, none of which I have done.  Bummer. 

Monday, June 13, 2016

Who Knew?

This is a quote I saw on Facebook.  Shared so I don't know the original: (doesn't apply to me right now but I have been in that basement.)

Considering how my life has been going lately, it turns out that Rock Bottom has a Basement.

Sunday, June 12, 2016

Depth of the Sea

This post is in response to those on Facebook criticizing the Bible as not good and supporting abusive parents.  They refer to the scripture of honoring your mother and father but of course the last part is left off, that your days may be long.  In that time in the Bible, parents could legally stone their own children.  Brutal but that was the times.  Still true in some parts of the middle East.  Honoring parents was indeed a matter of life and death.  I prefer these verses:

Colossians 3:21 Fathers, provoke not your children to anger, lest they be discouraged.
Proverbs 12:18  There is that speaketh like the piercings of a sword: but the tongue of the wise is health.
Proverbs 15:4 A wholesome tongue is a tree of life: but perverseness therein is a breach in the spirit.
Luke 6:31 And as ye would that men should do to you, do ye also to them likewise. 
John 13:34 A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another.

Then my favorites:

Mark 9:42 And whosoever shall offend one of these little ones that believe in me, it is better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and he were cast into the sea.

Matthew 18:1-6 1. At the same time came the disciples unto Jesus, saying, Who is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven?
And Jesus called a little child unto him, and set him in the midst of them,
And said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven.
Whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven.
And whoso shall receive one such little child in my name receiveth me.
But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea.

Luke 17:2 It were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and he cast into the sea, than that he should offend one of these little ones.


I think Jesus is clear on His opinion on harming children and a child's role in His Kingdom.  The Bible can and is twisted by abusers.  However, when I read it myself, I felt reassured that Jesus did not appreciate the way I was treated.  Also challenged me to consider how I treat my children. 
  
Huge challenge to follow Jesus Christ.  




 

Saturday, June 11, 2016

Carousel Picture

I am traveling with my daughter and having a wonderful time.  This is the picture of the 100 year old carousel that we rode in Kansas.


I am learning that having fun can be stressful and tiring, but so worth it.  I hope you spend sometime having fun.

Monday, June 6, 2016

Adventure

Adventure can be so exciting and fun.  But no one talks about the down side of exits that don't exist, areas of a strange city that are down right scary, and other misadventures.  Tiredness and building anxiety can really take the edge off.  However, in the end, I believe it is worth it.  My traveling companions are awesome and I am learning the joy of not being the boss on the trip.  I am thankful to be able to visit our daughter that lives far away.  I am thankful that so far we arrived safely at each destination.  I also learn new definitions like "hold still" to a toddler is to jump up and down in one place.  Shades of Star Trek trying to confuse 1.