I was introduced to winds of change in Mary Poppins movie. As a child I was sad that Mary Poppins left when things changed. As an adult I was sad when my counselor left. Before he did, I felt the winds of change. I couldn't put my finger on what was different but I felt the change. I was devastated when he told me he was leaving but I wasn't surprised either. I know with hind site that for me to move forward he needed to let me go because like a frightened child that I was I clung to him. Now I want to go fly a kite, up to the highest height.....Oh let's go Fly a Kite.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-lXH9O94jak
I am pondering and sorting through the changes that are happening. To me, I am feeling positive changes. My perspective of myself is changing. My belief in what is to come is with wonder and excitement. This is a different kind of feeling than I believe I experienced before because I don't feel an underlying base of fear that I won't meet the challenge. I look at the future and accept I will have problems but I will face them and tackle them even if they come in dozens. I am challenged in ways I didn't believe I could do and I feel I am meeting those challenges. I don't know the future but I am ready to say, "Bring it ON!"
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| My life is underconstruction |
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