Saturday, January 29, 2011
Fell in a black hole
Ever have a moment in time when you were just cruising along and someone said, "Hey what do you know about this?" So you got take a gander and blip, you drop into a dark hole. I did that tonight. I was reading some information on DID and integration. I wandered over to the author's web page where she shared her abuse story. I used to be able to read these without being bothered in the least. Not any more. Integration put me in touch with how she felt at the time of the abuse. I don't think I will make that mistake twice. The author did warn me. I just hadn't taken into account how much integration has changed me. I am not sorry for the change, but I do need to be a bit more self protective. When the sign says don't go there, DON'T.