I was getting on my feet. I was feeling good about where I was headed. I was prepared to move forward. News today, knocked me to my knees again. May as well stay here and say prayers. Blessedly, my sister was able to visit with me today and I feel little less overwhelmed. Tomorrow, I will find out if I am still working a month from now. I'm sad, bewildered, frustrated and angry. I am watching a tsunami come in and can't do a thing about it. Must swim faster....wait.....this is a freaking desert.