Monday, July 20, 2015
Endings and Beginnings
I am coming to a beautiful ending of a great summer. There were challenges that I met. Bad things happened. I learned that bad things are not the end of my world it is just the beginning to another challenge. I am sad to see the end of summer; in another week I begin another school year. Every year I worked there I had major changes in my work assignment. Instead of fearing this new beginning I am looking forward to another challenge. I lived in fear most of my life. Afraid to let go of one event fearful of the next. Now, I feel sad that something is ending but I anticipate a new beginning. An opportunity to do something new. A chance to push my ability past where I was before. A beginning is a way for me to evaluate where I am and use this as a pivotal point to perhaps change old worn out ways of thinking. I learned whenever I have an ending, I also have a beginning of something else.