I was thrown off kilter 6 weeks ago. I am trying to get my feet back under me in the emotional sense. I function at work but I feel I am constantly on the edge of complete melt down. I don't want to feel this way. I want to be the best I can be but it seems like the harder I try the worse things get. I am slowly starting to feel less like I am in a tsunami and down grading it to a rip tide. Yea, not much improvement.