Finding balance

I was thrown off kilter 6 weeks ago.  I am trying to get my feet back under me in the emotional sense.  I function at work but I feel I am constantly on the edge of complete melt down.  I don't want to feel this way.  I want to be the best I can be but it seems like the harder I try the worse things get.  I am slowly starting to feel less like I am in a tsunami and down grading it to a rip tide.  Yea, not much improvement. 

Not my photograph but very cool.