I was distracted with health problems. Today I learned that the problem was probably there for years but I didn't pay attention to what I was feeling. I am so used to being tired, stressed, and anxiety symptoms for PTSD that I didn't realize that my body was actually hurting and begging for attention. This is a big problem when PTSD and CPTSD symptoms override the physical health problems that are there too. I am deeply relieved to find out the problem is less serious than I originally thought it might be. I will be put in the wait-and-see category. I am thankful that the doctor I trusted introduced me to a doctor she trusts. This is an interesting thing I am learning about trust. Sometimes I will trust the person that trusts the person so it helps me trust them too. I am thankful to be building a team of friends and professionals that all have my best interest at heart. Feels good too. I feel confident that I am making the most informed and best choice I can make at this time. I know that 6 months from now I will go through a similar process but like all things, the more often you do something the easier it becomes, (usually.)
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