Afraid to say it

I made a big decision and I am afraid to say it.  I almost feel like if I say anything I will jinx my success.  Any ways....I decided to stop counseling.  I am not 'quitting' my self-improvement.  I am just not going to be working on it with a counselor.  MyCounselor, who is no longer my counselor, pointed out that I have the skills and knowledge that I was so lacking.  I now have choices of ways of approaching most problems.  I fasted and prayed before laying out my choices then I spent the week thinking about them.  It is right for me now to step out and step up my living.  I feel a bit like a little kid that just had their training wheels taken off their bike. Kind of scared and excited all at the same time.